... I just want to quit.

I don't HAVE to be here.  I'm here because I WANT to be. 

There's no private meeting space to talk about issues, so, I've been meeting with people out on our balcony.  One of the guys asked if I was Mother Theresa and taking confessions.  I said, "Yeah, hardly that. I'm out there getting my butt kicked." 

So, when I spend more time out on the balcony than inside, well... You know it's been a bad couple of days.

I feel a bit better now, but, it was touch and go there for a hot minute.